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I feel better than I felt before. I was just surviving and not living so this feeling is news to me. I want to believe in a better world when we all can be better. Thank god, we can be better! I don't know if I believe in him but I believe in fate! My life is just like this. I will just get back up again. My life is fine and I am okay!!

This is the first time in forever that I write in these journal. I think it has been 3 years or more. I don't know what to write about. It has been a couple of rough years but I am finally back on my feet. It feels like life is fair. I know that not everyone feels that way but I feel so much more happy since I am not in high school anymore (I graduated). Still it is amazing that I can feel so much better about myself and who I am. It has been a long time for me to get to this level of happiness. I can't say for sure if I am the happiest I will ever be but I am pretty happy. I can laugh and smile which I couldn't do for a very long time. My

I feel for the first time fine and that is saying a lot coming for me. You know I finally know what I want and I am happy. Not overly happy but happy enough to live with a smile on my face. I wish that everybody would feel better about them self and happy. Simply happy. Wouldn't that be wonderful? Well I keep getting closer to my dream but it is gone cost me. Well nothing is free except sunshine. Don't worry I am finally becoming a whole person and that makes me feel close to perfect. My fate is free and undecided that is what I want and need. The world maybe bad but where I am it is peaceful and filled with color. They are called dreams and